Long time no blog

It wouldn't be fair if I were to just jump back into this blogging business without something special. I mean...it has been a long time since my last one. Can't say that I was busy...or can I? Oh well....lets get to business

More nights than few I have some trouble sleeping. Whether its getting to sleep, staying asleep, or even falling back to sleep most time I have the opportunity to quietly listen to my thoughts.

I had an interesting weekend last week, which I think was the cause of my insomnia and my pondering thoughts. As I lay in the dark with thoughts racing through my mind my head was a breeding ground for rubber tires and overexcellerated engines...I came up with this.

Enjoy.

CAN YOU HEAR ME?

Sometimes I wanna SCREAM MY PRAYERS JUST SO YOU CAN HEAR ME.

Most times just magnify them on a billborad so you'll see them more clearly

At times when even I believve my prayers are much too iffy,

I'm still praying my prayers could one day still be.

Sometimes i wanna SCREAM MY PRAYERS SO I CAN HEAR THEM TOO.

many times hald believing that at least one prayer will go through.

Almost convinced my voice will echo all the way up to you,

Ignoring the many, just like me, that are much greater than the few.

Sometimes I wanna SCREAM MY PRAYERS JUST SO THEY CAN REST IN THE SKY.

Most times believing that's where they'll stay, but constantly questioning why.

At times it feels good to wonder the height my prayers will fly,

Almost convinced the louder i scream the harder to decide my prayer to deny.

CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW?

Genesis

Of course I'm a huge Trey fan....How can you not respect this dude? He shows so much love for his fans, its sick.

I was so hurt when I found out "Ready" wasn't being released until Aug. 4th, but he will not let his loving fans be without his voice or seductive lyrics.

I've been listening to him for a minute, the first time I heard him sing live, I was introduced to Trey Songz, that was back in 05 I think.

Trey has released his mixtape, "Genesis", this is before his debut into the music world, "Gotta Make It" (still a classic).

You can download it from his blog spot....http://seefurtherthaniam.blogspot.com/

"Road Trip" In the Studio...

Trey Songz:"Unforgetable Experience"

Trey did a video for Global Grind....
This dude is absolutly amazing! First off, I must repeat that I cannot wait until "Ready" comes out. I'm so super excited...anyways...Funny dude.

His craziest experience on stage, the debut of his "ball fro" was as hilarious as it was on Step Brothers.

So...I think his facebook page is not his. He said he had a girlfriend but he was never engaged and never planned on getting married. Surprise. But his fb page says he is engaged. I'm guessing its a fake. He never really promotes fb. Just twitter and Myspace.

Side Note: I'm so fighting the urge of Twitter...its getting harder everyday.

At the end, they talk about one night stands and he says that one night with him is amazing....an "unforgettable experience"...hmmm...

Funniest Video today!

Don't know what struck this:

I hate niccas that are full of shit!

Last night, I had this dude text me after months of silence talking about "I wanna see my girl tonight"

I couldn't help but to burst out in laughter and send him a "girl?"

smh....How do you suppose I be someone's girl who didn't even respond to my "let me take you out for your birthday" text months ago?

Not that it matters because this dude has been name "nobody" and he really doesn't matter but I find it real funny.

I hate niccas that want to come back in my life. I quit you for a reason, or you quit me for a reason....IDK till this day, but it really doesn't matter.

Great Day so far

Two things I'm rockin hard right now. And it's only 8am and I'm hype.

I have been waiting to see Trey's video for "Brand New" and I must say...its hot.



Also...the Drake "So Far Gone" mixtape is another banger. I still don't have it yet to put on my ipod...but I'm waiting! For now, I'm listening to it on Imeem.

http://www.imeem.com/backyy/playlist/PPM-l1aC/drake-so-far-gone-music-playlist/

I'm Ready....Can't help but wait actually

I jsut saw an ichat with Trey and some dude and they were talking about his third album "Ready" to be released this summer (hopefully because the 2nd one was pushed back almost a million times).

I have to reiterate that I'm definitely feeling the new look. smh.

<--------*gasp* wait...I didn't peep how he was taking the picture...is that a mirror over his bed? hmmmm.....talk about it Trey...you look good talkin' boo.

He has a couple of new tracks on his myspace page....

I love, I love, I love, I love "Brand New" def a banger and when I get my new car(pause) I'm gonna bump that

And he has a new video for that "No Make Up" with Huey...I heard it months agoo and I wasn't really feeling it...I mean who is Huey...I shouldn't have said that lol...but....err uh...i'll just leave that one alone for right now.

Release some anger

If anyone knows me they know that I am not an angry person...but everyday, some body, some one wants to test my gangsta! lol....

Damn...what the hell am I doing wrong, honestly. Why do these bull shit ass niccas continue to make that cut in my life.

Fuck it!

Yes, I am angry because I am desperately trying hard to re-evaulate myself and wonder where all this bad karma/drama is coming from.

I am on a road to self-awarness but I'm finding myself in this fucking tornado that has me too caught up.

Way too caught up for no reason.

Questions to you lame ass penis' out there: Do you really think I'm that dumb? Do I look dumb ass hell? What type of bitches are you messin with that you get away with that shit?!

I am smart as hell, I am a very intelligent woman. I know more than what most people think I know and maybe my passive attitude gets the best of me and people think they can just take advantage of the situation....

nah....F that! I'm about to start letting niccas know...I don't have time to sit around and just think on shit...that's for the birds.

Come on dude.....I'm shaking my head mad hard because this shit doesn't make sense to me.

You don't have to lie to me you lame ass excuse for a man! No offense lol. I'm not mad...just angry at the situation.

Random thoughts before bed.

Ok. So I'm watchin One on One and it made me feel a little old.

This was the episode withe the Mcklinly (however you spell it) Pros. What they do is invite all the 'young' chicks to this party they secretly call the panty popper. lol...funny I know because I never ran into situations like that in high school. Anyways, the lead dude was getting at Spirt and Arnez and Brianna were trying to block. the dude told Arnez he was glad he even got the 'old school DJ's from 85'

Flex and Dwyane were the DJ's.

Hmmm....

I was born in 86' lol...Does that make me old? lol....and its a show I know, but dang!

oh...and I need to find out who that dude is...lead dude...pros...One on One....

Visit Frankie @ DeezNuts.com!

Yo. I wasn't even going to blog about this one until I saw Frankie, Keyshia Coles mama dancing on the dance floor...Funniest thing I've seen all day.
http://www.mediatakeout.com/2009/31435-laaaaawd_keyshia_coles_mama_frankie_videod_drunk_and_talking_real_crazy__and_then_she_starts_to_dancing.html

New York...New fashion statement?

I was doing my daily reading on Mediatakout.com, and they shared a picture of what the homies out in New York are rockin...

I have the following questions:

1. What the heck does a dude put in a carry on bag to walk down the street?

2. The dude on the left definitly has the biggest and fullest bag, where is he going?

3. Why is the guy on the left smiling so hard?

4. How did he make that cut?

5. Where did they get those smedium sweatshirts from?

6. Is that another trend?

7. Can they give that back to whoever they got it from?

8. wait...is that Madonna on the red sweatshirt?

9. Wouldn't those bags get heavier as the day passed?

10. I guess dude on the right can use his shoulder strap.

I don't know if I'm too into this one. Imagine being out with a dude and he has one...he fly...but he wears a carry on daily.

Ya'll go out somewhere and he says: "Baby, can you hold my purse while I go to the bathroom?"

Top Model Mayhem

I was at the Americas Next Top Model auditions in Norfolk Va last weekend, and it definitly was a site to see.

I was talking to a few people and they said this was the most people they have seen since they have been doing the auditions due to the fact that they lowered the height requirement to 5'7 and under.

It was crazy. I arrived to stand in line at about 11 and didn't finish until almost 4 in the afternoon. It was such a long process for about 3 minutes of actual audition time.

I could only imagine what the New York auditions looked like, but I hear it was crazy.

A car overheated and caught on fire, and someone decided to yell, "Bomb" and the crown went completly nuts.

Someone recorded the whole madness on the streets....check it out.

If this is what being in jail looks like:

...I shall never commit another crime again! This is Saaphyri from the ghetto and disgraceful VH1 shows, "I Love Money" "Charm School" and "Flavor of Love" (in which she only spent 2 episodes! lol)....

Anyways...mediatakout.com reported a couple of weeks ago that she was on the run doing the taping of those shows. For three years, the police were looking for her after she failed to appear in court around November 2005.

Check this...she was arrested in 2004 after she stole her uncles identity and charged up all this crazy money on credit cards. She did not appear in court a year later so as of then was "hiding" from the law....

How do you hide from the police and appear on reality show after reality show.

I mean, what were these police doing? Where were they looking? Did they ever turn on the television?.....hmm.....sounds funny.

The point is....she went from a head full of weave to "I'm in desperate need"....shame

Court for Chris Brown

I am so tired of hearing about Chris Brown and Rhianna.

But its everywhere and I just can't escape it! Mediatakeout.com has all of the info. Its crazy! They have some major snitch connections.

They have some pictures of Chris Brown in court...nice.

He does look a lil' nervous though...

When will the racism end?

this is a Barnes and Noble President Obama front window display in Coral Gables, Flordia in the Miracle Mile Mall

Why do guys kiss so fast?

So me and the roomie were having a discussion. It is this new breed of dudes that are mad quick to jump to the kiss line.

Like, if the chick don't meet you like half way, then its probably not a good idea to go in.

And then. For the dudes that go in for it...was there some kind of sign given? A wink, a long stare? Please tell me so I can practice not doing them.

hate, hate, hate

I freaking hate people who freaking are in a group and they have a clear side conversation that only those dummies know what the heck they are talking about. That shit is so annoying..

lol.....shut up paris b/c yeah we do it, but we made that shit look good!

I don't mind some hate

Its time for the hate thing of the day.
Well, at first I was thinking that I say week, but I find these days that numerous things piss me off!

And now I have upgraded in things.
1. Caller Tones: I hate to call someone and as I wait I have to hear 'Please enjoy this music while you wait'. And it seems like the people that have them let their phones ring forever. By the time they answer the phone I'm mad and don't even want to talk anymore! I secretly want to hang up in peoples ear but I think that's rude.

2. I really hate dudes all up in my grill! Its like dude, I just met you B. And I'm just on chill mode right now, nothing serious.But dudes are falling in love.

Classy Lady

This has to be the funniest thing I have seen in a long time. I agree with the comment that I don't know where to begin, from her her or down to those white sandles